Reading through the first page of my blog.. Found it really funny but is all real at those times. Laughs... How can two person fall in love so deeply & left such swiftly? At times i wonder, it must be the love between them ain't strong enough or maybe just the definition of deep were different?
Never seek your happiness in others, u'll only feel alone. Rather, seek it within yourself, u'll be happy even when left alone. :)
True enough, this apply to each & everyone of us. Looking at my poor baby girl situation now, it reflected mine. I'm glad its over.. I was strong enough to pull it through.. one fine day u'll find someone better for sure who love & appreciate you from heart. You're not alone as long as there're still humans around. Laughs.
For all lovelorn who had a bad year! Let's welcome the new year & have a good start! Buck up & move on! Feel bless as you're not alone! =D
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
What are the keys to my heart quizs
Your Heart Takes Love Seriously
 | You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
A Veil is Lifted...
The way you see the world changes after you start to become who you truly are. Seeking stops. Needing stops. You start to simply, be.
A new veil is lifted and you begin to see clearly why things didn't work out the way they did in the past, precisely because it would have prevented you from living your best life.
When you go toward and become the things that you Love & Admire you begin to see the Oneness of all that is. No one is below you, no one is above you, everyone is one with the flow of Life.
When you get to this place, all the chaos and struggle in your Life will make sense and you will be able to manifest your Heart's desire without delay.
To get there, let go of Fear and step into a life of Love.
Love,
Mastin
By http://mastinkipp.blogspot.com/
A new veil is lifted and you begin to see clearly why things didn't work out the way they did in the past, precisely because it would have prevented you from living your best life.
When you go toward and become the things that you Love & Admire you begin to see the Oneness of all that is. No one is below you, no one is above you, everyone is one with the flow of Life.
When you get to this place, all the chaos and struggle in your Life will make sense and you will be able to manifest your Heart's desire without delay.
To get there, let go of Fear and step into a life of Love.
Love,
Mastin
By http://mastinkipp.blogspot.com/
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
I'M BACK!
Hello people! I'm back finally.
Abandon my poor blog for a good 4months wasn't what i expected.
I was screwed but still, i managed to struggled out of the net which made my life miserable!
I'm back now! STRONGER THAN BEFORE!
I'll never allow same issue to get in my ways again!
Now I'm concentrating on my event work & stuff.
YES! I'm so devoted to my job now.
Got to know a few good people which bring the best out of me.
Which made me realise that life's beautiful! & there's still many things i wanna do in & with my life.
Never let someone who's not worthwhile to bring you down!
Sun always shines after the rainfalls!
Now i'm coming alive, feeling my world starts to turn.
& i'll taste every moment and live it out loud.
I'm ready to run, to prove to myself =)
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
bff joyce birthday
Joyce joyce darling, you're not young anymore!
MUAHAHAHA!! YOU'RE MY GOD DAUGHTER'S MUM ALREADY!
While waiting for my big princess for 6hours...
I was so bored that i played with my hair-.-""
My cute god daughter, jeanne jia en =D
Jia en & (clumsy)mummy...
My friend say that joyce & i look very alike..
Joyce birthday celebration.
MUAHAHAHA!! YOU'RE MY GOD DAUGHTER'S MUM ALREADY!
While waiting for my big princess for 6hours...
I was so bored that i played with my hair-.-""
My cute god daughter, jeanne jia en =D
Jia en & (clumsy)mummy...
My friend say that joyce & i look very alike..
Joyce birthday celebration.
Monday, July 6, 2009
I'm grateful
Be grateful to
those who have hurt or harmed you,
for they have reinforced your determination.
those who have hurt or harmed you,
for they have reinforced your determination.
Be grateful to
those who have decieved you,
for they have deepened your insight.
those who have decieved you,
for they have deepened your insight.
Be grateful to
those who have hit you,
for they have reduce your karmic obstacles.
those who have hit you,
for they have reduce your karmic obstacles.
Be grateful to
those who have abandoned you,
for the have taught you to be independent.
those who have abandoned you,
for the have taught you to be independent.
Be grateful to
those who have made you stumble,
for they have strengthened you ability.
those who have made you stumble,
for they have strengthened you ability.
Be grateful to
those who have denounced you,
for they have increased your wisdom and concentration.
those who have denounced you,
for they have increased your wisdom and concentration.
Be grateful to those have made you firm and resolute and helped in your achievements.
(Paste from amelia's blog)
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
45 lessons
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me..
It is the most-requested column I've ever written.
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone...
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to cho colate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19.. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric n ow. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words' In five years, will this matter?
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30.. Time heals almost everything.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting every where.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me..
It is the most-requested column I've ever written.
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone...
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to cho colate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19.. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric n ow. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words' In five years, will this matter?
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30.. Time heals almost everything.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting every where.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
original human were hermaphroditism
原来人类跟蚯蚓或海马是一样的，是雌雄同体。男人女人是密不可分的。只不过有一天，嫉妒的精灵硬将男人女人分开，就像把一个贝壳分开两半。从此人就要寻寻觅觅去找他的另一半。有人很幸运，一找就找到了，但是有人却一辈子都找不到。不知道，我觉得我和你都属于幸运的人。
With the original human hippocampus is the same as earthworms, we’re hermaphroditism. Men women are inseparable. One day, jealous wizard forcibly separated men from women, like separate the two halves of a shell. Since then people starts searching for his other half. It was very fortunate for those who found their soul mate, but some people can’t find it all his life.
Don’t know but I think you and I are very fortunate because we found each other. Since without me, you're happier. So be it, you're free. 真心爱一个人应该是让对方自由和开心。我宁愿自己承受所有的一切让你自由。
NEXT~~
Naughty mimi! Her tree house is coming in on friday. My hands & legs has plenty of scars now =( My room is now in a big mess, who is the culprit?! Look at you! So naughty! Yesterday teresa came over to visit & accompany me because i'm in low spirit. So sweet of her & we went to vivo to shop for mimi food & stuff. My mini Mimi is a quick learner indeed, taught her twice where to poo & pee, since then she knew where's her loo.
With the original human hippocampus is the same as earthworms, we’re hermaphroditism. Men women are inseparable. One day, jealous wizard forcibly separated men from women, like separate the two halves of a shell. Since then people starts searching for his other half. It was very fortunate for those who found their soul mate, but some people can’t find it all his life.
Don’t know but I think you and I are very fortunate because we found each other. Since without me, you're happier. So be it, you're free. 真心爱一个人应该是让对方自由和开心。我宁愿自己承受所有的一切让你自由。
NEXT~~
Naughty mimi! Her tree house is coming in on friday. My hands & legs has plenty of scars now =( My room is now in a big mess, who is the culprit?! Look at you! So naughty! Yesterday teresa came over to visit & accompany me because i'm in low spirit. So sweet of her & we went to vivo to shop for mimi food & stuff. My mini Mimi is a quick learner indeed, taught her twice where to poo & pee, since then she knew where's her loo.
Friday, June 12, 2009
suffering
My mind is jamming. My brain is cracking. My soul left blockade. My spirit, damaged.
Here comes mimi yet still she cant heal me but at least she bring more smile on my face=)
Here comes mimi yet still she cant heal me but at least she bring more smile on my face=)
why don't you drag me to hell? 我在做什么？自言自语，自暴自弃，自始自终，自讨苦吃，自取其辱，自寻烦恼，自掘坟墓， 自作自受，自生自灭！
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
misery
Within you I lose myself... Without you I find myself Wanting to be lost again.
Today is a nice day to roller blade but everything just not right..
Stupid idiot. Ermm... How's everyone today?
Today is a nice day to roller blade but everything just not right..
Stupid idiot. Ermm... How's everyone today?
Friday, June 5, 2009
how do i live without you, if you ever know
You're like a drug to me.
Can't help but wanting more of you.
When i don't have you.
I'm nothing but a zombie.
But just one taste of you & i'm back like a superwoman.
Damn, i'm so addicted to you.
Only you can bring me high up to heaven
& down to hell the next second.
Gosh~ When did you officially became my emotional master?
I don't know how we gonna work things out but i just can't leave you, you said.
Neither do i can ever leave you, i said :)
现在，以后，未来，我永远只爱bb一个人
Dedicate this song to you baby.
Can't help but wanting more of you.
When i don't have you.
I'm nothing but a zombie.
But just one taste of you & i'm back like a superwoman.
Damn, i'm so addicted to you.
Only you can bring me high up to heaven
& down to hell the next second.
Gosh~ When did you officially became my emotional master?
I don't know how we gonna work things out but i just can't leave you, you said.
Neither do i can ever leave you, i said :)
现在，以后，未来，我永远只爱bb一个人
Dedicate this song to you baby.
Monday, June 1, 2009
dream of angels
I had a dream two days ago...
I dreamt that i have an urgent issue that needs me to fly to somewhere. In my dream i'm a very confident independent woman(single) with a very loving family. I was in an office with another modern well dressed lady. If i'm not wrong she was my associate's subordinate, trying to let me know some schedule. Everything was fine till after a few nanosecond. Súddenly i was very clear of what she's talking about. She told me i was pregnant. I didn't know why did i pull up my shirt & showing her my tummy at the moment. I saw a little cute hand at first trying to push it's way out of my tummy & then kicking my tummy inside futhermore my tummy is flat!
Next the lady who i think is an angel ask me that you love this baby? (i think is this question, partially can't recall) Yes, is so cute. I said with joy. Then she told me i wasn't pregnant & that i wasn't ready for my baby to arrived so i won't pregnant & she won't let me pregnant till i'm ready. THE END
This is the first time in my entire life that i had the sweetest dream. I saw the small thing pushing its way out. I was so happy but when i suddenly remember of this dream & i told my sis, i found that it was a bit scary because how would an unborn baby can push its way out & i can even saw the shape of a hand?! OH my god..
People always say 日有所思，夜有所梦, meaning what you thought in the day is what you dream in the night. But i'd never thought of anything related to my dream.. I found it so weird. laughs~
I dreamt that i have an urgent issue that needs me to fly to somewhere. In my dream i'm a very confident independent woman(single) with a very loving family. I was in an office with another modern well dressed lady. If i'm not wrong she was my associate's subordinate, trying to let me know some schedule. Everything was fine till after a few nanosecond. Súddenly i was very clear of what she's talking about. She told me i was pregnant. I didn't know why did i pull up my shirt & showing her my tummy at the moment. I saw a little cute hand at first trying to push it's way out of my tummy & then kicking my tummy inside futhermore my tummy is flat!
Next the lady who i think is an angel ask me that you love this baby? (i think is this question, partially can't recall) Yes, is so cute. I said with joy. Then she told me i wasn't pregnant & that i wasn't ready for my baby to arrived so i won't pregnant & she won't let me pregnant till i'm ready. THE END
This is the first time in my entire life that i had the sweetest dream. I saw the small thing pushing its way out. I was so happy but when i suddenly remember of this dream & i told my sis, i found that it was a bit scary because how would an unborn baby can push its way out & i can even saw the shape of a hand?! OH my god..
People always say 日有所思，夜有所梦, meaning what you thought in the day is what you dream in the night. But i'd never thought of anything related to my dream.. I found it so weird. laughs~
up & down
I'm so temperamental nowadays.. Little crap can ignite me as though volcano erupted. Might be because of my bio clock had officially turn upside down or because my baby isn't with me...
I can't find him inside my heart when i look in it... He ranaway! i'll catch him back very soon! How dare you, dummy baby trying to escape ar! I'll smack your big fat ass! Pinch your big ear & pull your big fatty nose long long!!! Squeeze all your pimple!
See if next time you still dare to runaway! HUH!!! Always bully me =(
Going for a morning swim soon then get ready for my theory trial test.
Friday, May 29, 2009
From prac till now, nothing turn out good
I'm having a serious insomnia now.
My eyes are very tired but my brain can't stop thinking.
Why did yanyan become like this?
What is wrong?
I hate to be accused nor misunderstood.
Why after baby then yanyan?
What's f going on?
Why there's nothing from you, Ms pang yan?
& where are you whenever i'm flurried?
I'm so frustrated now
My eyes are very tired but my brain can't stop thinking.
Why did yanyan become like this?
What is wrong?
I hate to be accused nor misunderstood.
Why after baby then yanyan?
What's f going on?
Why there's nothing from you, Ms pang yan?
& where are you whenever i'm flurried?
I'm so frustrated now
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Prac 2 lesson 3
Back from my prac 2, lesson 3. Figure 8 & crane course need to practise more man... I felt nervous whenever instructor stare at me. LMAO, there's some problem with the bike too =/ But that's alright. I'll make sure i pass by next lesson =) YIPPEE!
Damn shagged now.. Still need to get my work done =( Can someone tell me how to use a scanner? Too tired to figure it out.. laughs~
"They can conquer who
believe they can."
- Virgil
Damn shagged now.. Still need to get my work done =( Can someone tell me how to use a scanner? Too tired to figure it out.. laughs~
"They can conquer who
believe they can."
- Virgil
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